Hi, I should have.

"I should have proudly claimed that oh my head's to blame for all my heart's mistakes"

Make me a period mix.

In other unrelated shit in this random post:

Stoked that the season's gonna resume soon! Club football withdrawal syndrome sucks :(

and..

some recent events have terrified me.

I should be more thankful.

Deafening silence.

I can explain.

My stupid guard is always up. Yea, I suck.
I want this to phase out but I can't seem to let it go. Yup, I suck.

ugh.

Mummyyyyyyy :(

The invisible cloak is such a staple piece in my wardrobe.

"Summer has come and passed."

There's been one too many goodbyes this summer and i'm feeling a sense of... withdrawal. It hurts to see the people so dear to you leave. Yea it's kinda cliche but gosh it hurts like fuck. Not having them physically there to share stuff, the uncertainty of seeing them again in the future, seeing them bid farewell to their family *sigh.


It's just scary to know that in a year that's what i'll go through. 

"The weather man said blue skies

but its raining like the clouds all decided to cry."

August just had to come.

And its feels like November all over again.

I'm reluctant to  go through this once more.

 Statue|Low millions

We're in the same boat Mr. Key.

Remorse.

"Wasn't summer what you longed for?" I've asked myself this question ever since summer started.


This unexplained regret is continuing to haunt me.
I know where I went wrong.
I know I did not handle it very maturely, neither did you.
I know my pride got in the way.

My guard went up a little too quickly. But that's just my defense mechanism.
It's hard for me to accept things, it happens at a gradual, rather slow pace.

I know i'm not your cornerstone, rather a hindrance.
Perhaps a mere and insignificant option that you'll never end up choosing.

I can understand that you tried, you even fulfilled a previous promise that in the end, I end up breaking.
An explanation to you is somewhat necessary to me. But now that time is running out again, I'm unsure if you'll ever get to hear it.

Full circle.

 

If life was about coming full circle, does that mean in the end everyone ends up as strangers to one another again?