It's funny how the smallest things intimidate me. Like yesterday when I was searching for a my high school report card. I realized I had dispose it last year thinking it won't bring me anymore benefit. I do need it for uni applications since this one school i'm applying to needs a transcript for all the years I spent in high school. I wasn't frantic or anything. I just sat in front of my shelf and wept, reflecting on my chances on getting in. Those I know personally are really just brilliant individuals in both academically and non-academically. And yup, I find it intimidating. It's amazing to see how people are so sure of what they want and here I am forever in doubt.
Even homework intimidates me, especially accounting II. It's like shit got real, seriously.
I honestly don't know why i'm writing this. I guess I just didn't expect myself to breakdown so early on.
Give me strength, Ya Allah.
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