15 January 2012

"Lets rearrange, I wish you were a stranger I could disengage"


I cared too much.
I hoped too much.

I used to think I would regret not going, now it's the opposite.
I regret everything.
I chased like a fool, a fool that was only fooling herself it turned out.

The first would hurt, I knew well enough it would.
Well, I didn't expect it to hurt like fuck.

I used to label you blind, it turns out i'm the one who couldn't see it.
It's like my judgement was so clouded by how you were that I neglected the fact that we all have flaws, including you.

I don't blame you, it's more of a self-deprecating phase.
I was so naive, so blunt, so... stupid.

I guess in some ways I should thank you, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have a lesson, a reminder.
Never hope. Never wait. And never care for someone who doesn't give a shit.

And suddenly, I become part of the past
Becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and it's effortless.
Over my head| The Fray

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