The invisible cloak is such a staple piece in my wardrobe.

"Summer has come and passed."

There's been one too many goodbyes this summer and i'm feeling a sense of... withdrawal. It hurts to see the people so dear to you leave. Yea it's kinda cliche but gosh it hurts like fuck. Not having them physically there to share stuff, the uncertainty of seeing them again in the future, seeing them bid farewell to their family *sigh.


It's just scary to know that in a year that's what i'll go through. 

"The weather man said blue skies

but its raining like the clouds all decided to cry."

August just had to come.

And its feels like November all over again.

I'm reluctant to  go through this once more.

 Statue|Low millions

We're in the same boat Mr. Key.

Remorse.

"Wasn't summer what you longed for?" I've asked myself this question ever since summer started.


This unexplained regret is continuing to haunt me.
I know where I went wrong.
I know I did not handle it very maturely, neither did you.
I know my pride got in the way.

My guard went up a little too quickly. But that's just my defense mechanism.
It's hard for me to accept things, it happens at a gradual, rather slow pace.

I know i'm not your cornerstone, rather a hindrance.
Perhaps a mere and insignificant option that you'll never end up choosing.

I can understand that you tried, you even fulfilled a previous promise that in the end, I end up breaking.
An explanation to you is somewhat necessary to me. But now that time is running out again, I'm unsure if you'll ever get to hear it.

Full circle.

 

If life was about coming full circle, does that mean in the end everyone ends up as strangers to one another again?

"Don't, don't let it go to your head"

"Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions"

"Maybe I should hate you for this,

If only you knew half as much as you pretend to" 

You're So Last Summer| Taking Back Sunday

A realization.

I came to realize that I hate knowing when people will leave. I mean don't you hate it when there's some sort of "expiry date" of your time with someone? It can be so melancholy to know such things. I guess ignorance is really bliss after all. 

Another realization; Julian Casablancas is such a sexy rockstar.

Enjoy Undercover of Darkness, with Spanish subtitles (just to indicate my loyalties in Euro '12)

Slip back out of whack at your best.
It's a nightmare,
So I'm joining the army.

No house phones, but can i still call?
Will you wait for me now?

We got the right to live, fight to use it,
Got everything but you can just choose it
I won't just be a puppet on a string

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.

And I'm tired of all your friends
Listening at your door
I want, what's better for you,

So long, my friend and adversary.
But I'll wait for you.

Get dressed, jump out of bed and do it best.
Are you OK?
I've been out around this town
Everybody's singing the same song for ten years.

I'll wait for you.
Will you wait for me too?

And they sacrifice their lives
In our land are all closed eyes.
They've said it a billion times and they'll say it again.
So long my adversary and friend.

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.
I'm tired of all your friends,
Knocking down your door.
Get up in the morning, yelling no more,
So long, my friend and adversary.
I'll wait for you.

The power of some Pixie dust.

It says most of it.

I'm sincerely sorry.